I’m burning with full of angry TODAY!!!

For the 1st times, I get such angry..
It is really hurt and pain..
Why should I face the truth that I don’t wish to have.

I started to doubt and think..
“What is FRIEND for?”
-Someone that can be trust?
-Someone that might help me when I need help?-
-Someone that will care about me?
-Someone who will share along me feeling?
Or even someone who will always support me?

Maybe the feeling just start after we start the friendship ?
Maybe just because I care them that much?
Maybe it happens when I don’t realize while have fun with them?

I always tell myself;
don’t put too much care inside..
Cause I would be the one who always get hurt at last.
I always tell myself;
to be patient with people..
Cause I don’t want to start EMO and make a mistake.
I always tell myself;
treat my friends sincerely
Cause I wish I won’t hurt anyone.

But what happens?
It is hurt..
I really don’t know..
Why you all trying to force me like that?

It makes me hard to breath..
It makes me need to wear mask while facing people from now on..
And I know I still Full of Angry by now..
So, please lets me alone..
Lets me alone..
I don’t want to see myself to broke the bond..
I don’t let myself have chances to scold people
It is unfair to them..