Tear drop out over my sadness..

For the 1st time, my tear drop out over my sadness..
It is just a simple steps going on, I think..
It is weird when I found the tear out from my eyes.
As I already promise myself, I won’t easily tear again since last 2 years..

On the spot, I wish I can find someone to listen to my voice heart,
My sadness..
But I notice that I don’t know who should I look for..
It was just blank.. Only left is Black and White..
I know my friends is going to busy with the next subject, all will concentrate on it..
That is why I don’t know who should I ask for…

Just for a few moments, I wish I could have someone to accompany me..
Just lend the shoulder to me for a few seconds…
Ya, just a few second…

I never realize the tear would drop out when I drive home…
I try to stop myself but I can’t do that.
It is painful but simple…

I try to remind myself again..
Stop on being so emotional again,
Stop from it and learn to be stronger.
Don’t give people chances to harm you..
It would be very pain.. I guess..

A girl should learn from it, must be independent…
And the girl is Me..

Finally, I just have to know..
Over is over, it won’t make any different when time pass by…
Please look forward but not behind…

I never have this feeling before, I never drop my tear even when I fail in my primary school.
That is why I know…
I know that I’m going to re-sit the subject again..