=(

I do hope that the matters won’t influence
Our friendship..
Because I do appreciate it
More than other friends that i meet before. =(

我并没亏欠你任何东西

或许
因为感觉上好像欠了你
所以我连续让着你
我连续给你时间与机会

从不联络
不代表不关心
只是选择从他人那儿去关心
只是你并不懂得珍惜

一味的让着你
并不代表我欠你什么
或许我希望你能明白
因为提前答应你
所以才默默的让着你

但是，
现在我发现
每次让你
换来的并不是什么
反而让你变得幼稚

最讨厌的就是那些
不懂的珍惜的人
最讨厌的就是那些
利用我感受的人

从头到尾
是你自己选择孤独
从头到尾
是你选择逃避

我不知道要怎样说你
也不想再次点醒你
因为这次
我并不打算继续关心下去
这只会让你变得更幼稚

我至少我看得出
你身边排满了关心你的人
只是你自己选择忽略他们的存在

选择面对事实或逃避
是你的选择
我不想再花时间管那么多
因为真的很费力气。

如果你能看清事实
那是最好的礼物
但如果你还是执着你的想法
那我也无话可说
我只能说
我对幼稚的人很反感！

我不再抱着希望
能像以前那样了
因为我已经让了你很多次
也尝试了踏出第一步
只是你不愿意而已。

开始对自己没信心了。

或许
你真的不想让我担心
但如果你不说出来
你就肯定我不会担心吗？

第一次
我选择相信一个人
所以我宁愿告诉别人
我害怕什么
也不愿告诉你

就单单在我收到“K”寄来的那封信息
让我突然害怕我做错选择
我所以我尝试问他人
我做得对不对？

因为我怕我对自己没信心
更怕我对你没信心

我尽量不理会
那些我所在网上所看到的是非
也希望他人会知道
我的选择并没错

每次要我下决定
真的很难
所以我真的会花时间去思考
花时间去了解我自己的心情

只因为
我选择相信你
所以不想让你有负担
更不会把我所收到的简讯告诉你

对我来说
要相信他人真的很难
所以我从不接受他人的告白

而你算是第一个
让我愿意相信的人
或许是被你的真诚打动
所以我才选择相信一次

可是
我真的不敢保证
我会对自己还有多大的信心
我还剩多大的勇气

我真的好累。。
所以
我又哭了。。
我真的很笨！

Do appreciate!!!

I do pray the GOD..
to show me the way,
to the correct
Decision and the Path that
I will Move Onwards..

I do wish the chance that i give
does not wrong.
So,just appreciate it.

It does not matter
what will happens Next
or even in the Future,
as i already Try My Best
and i do Hope
Someone will appreciate it..

Just a Simple Way,
and Shows It..

Hmm.. Just hope the person will appreciate
as it's spent
much of My Time and Encourage to make it.

Just a Simple way,
When i start believe it~ =)


p/s:
Today is Happy Chinese New Year & Happy Valentine's Day~
Wishing All of the You having the Great Sweet Moments with your beloved Familys and Friends~ =)
Thanks to the GOD and appreciate all of it!^^

倘若我伤到你，我只能说对不起

或许
这样做最好

或许
这样做
会让我好过一点

虽然会伤到他人
却是最好的决定

因为我希望
他人能察觉
少了我
他们身边还有很多朋友

因为我希望
他人会珍惜身边
每一个人
每一件事物

我不懂
为什么人
往往总是选择
单单珍惜一个人
多过珍惜一群人

又是为什么
当他人选择放手时
却发现身边的人
也跟着慢慢走开

想后悔
却也来不及了~~

我很讨厌那种感觉
因为我不想失去任何事物
也不想看着其他人失去

所以
我只能说
如果我的态度
伤了你
我只能说"对不起"~

不说出口，
并不代表不知道。
不安慰你，
是因为我选择
让你自己去发觉。

其实，你身边还有一群人
少了我，这小小人物的安慰
少了我，一个在你人生中
扮演着路人的角色
你的人生还是充实的。

世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前
你却不知道我爱你~~

请珍惜身边的每个人！

Just a simple Mood

Unable to reach a target that i aim for
Really make me in bad mood.

Somehow,
i should realize,
The more and high i target it,
The more stress i will get while waiting
For the result to release..

Once i start plan it,
i would try to aim
FOR IT~

I should shout
"...........", You can DO IT
Don't ever give up!!!

I should determine myself
I would continue playing
But don't Over Limit Of my Study~ :)

Easy way is to manage the TIME
Well and Perfectly~

Aim For it, and Rock For it!!!

"You" hurt my feeling

1st time i work that hard
1st time i do that not only because of the promise
but also because i want to prove to "You"
that i also can done it well
to lets "You" proud of me!!

Although i don't know what is the result would come out
but i try my best in doing it

Somehow, “You” never see my work hard
“You” totally ignore my hard work
"You" just simply say me like that
and the things that "You" say out
have totally broke My Heart
and i know..
My tear have drop down again~

心灵の空虚。。。。

心灵の空虚
有谁可以取代？

好像找个人陪我
一起啃书
因为我突然好想睡
整个人也懒了起来。。。

我好想念以前的“他”
永远都会在我需要与苦恼的时候
以一封最简单的简讯回复我

因为感觉很舒适与爽快
也让我把烦恼统统隔在一旁

因为“他”会听我诉说我的烦恼
所以总能让我松一口气

因为有个人就算再忙
都会花些时间看我寄的简讯
并回复我

每个简讯の解答
不但能让我忘记繁忙的生活
也为我的人生带来彩色

我喜欢他的风趣
因为每当我读完他回复の简讯后
总会充满耗力
从新开始每一步！

我喜欢“他”说的冷笑话
因为我真的会被他炸到
无话可说。。。

我欣赏“他”的才华
因为“他”
会摄影
会水墨画
会逗人开心
等等

或许太过依靠“他”
所以现在总是少了什么
可惜，
应该算是我破坏了
所谓的“默契”

所以，
我少了一个
能让我诉说烦恼的人
我少了一个
能帮我克服问题的人
最重要的是
我少了一个
能时常给于我“劝告”的人

那才是我最想念“他”的原因。。。
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---翼珍惜の友情---

或许在乎
所以才更想珍惜

微妙的友情
并不是时时刻刻都在一起

而是无论如何都会在忙碌中抽空打声招呼
逐渐时远时近的友情空间

不一定要毫无秘密
但一定要倘然待人
盼望能看到对方脸带笑容

只愿珍惜现在
并以普通为目标
期待每一天，每一个惊喜。~♥

你能分清楚爱和喜欢吗？

*你能分清楚爱和喜欢吗？*
?

喜歡和愛咫尺千里。

當你喜歡一個人時，你想和他在一起，因為他會帶給你快樂；

離開後，你會想念，想著想著就會笑，然後繼續你平靜的生活，並期待著與他再一次重逢。

當你愛一個人時，你想和他在一起，那是一種牽腸掛肚的捨不得，怕他受委屈，怕他不能好好照顧自己；

離開後，你也會想念，想著想著歎一口氣，'不知他現在過的怎樣？'

然後你繼續你平靜的生活，希望他早日回到你身邊。

你喜歡的人在你眼中是天使，無所不能，他總會滿足你的任性的要求。

你愛的人在你眼中是孩子，傻傻的，你不期望他做出什麼'好事'來，只一味縱容他那些讓人哭笑不得的舉動。

你會希望你喜歡的人陪著你，然而你心中想的可能是你愛的人；

你會希望陪在你愛的人身邊，看他在你面前睡得如此安逸甜美毫不設防的樣子，你會微笑，會覺得好幸福。

你喜歡的人傷害了你，你會生氣，並且一定要讓他哄著騙著逗你笑你才原諒他；

你愛的人傷害了你，你只會獨自傷心，因為你怕對他大吼大叫會嚇著他，你憂傷地微笑著，看著他的眼睛，

一旦發現他的眼裡流露出歉意和悔恨，你會立即心疼地摟他在懷裡，那一刻，你也是幸福的。

你可以同時喜歡很多人，你會希望和很多人在一起，

但也許很多年後你才發現，原來你愛的就只有那麼一個，

就那麼一個，怎麼都不會變，你以為把他忘記了，其實只是忙的沒空想起而已，

對於你喜歡的人，你關注的是他的優點；

對於你愛的人，你關注的是他的缺點，並且，那些缺點如果無關原則的話，它們在你眼裡是可愛的，獨一無二的。

喜歡和愛其實只有一紙之隔，任何愛都從喜歡開始，當有天你突然發現，你喜歡的那個人在你眼中不再完美，

而他的瑕疵正如月中的桂影一般讓你更加依依不捨，你會覺得與他光彩照人的一面相比，

你更願意看他在你面前無助的表情，不知道是不是應該祝賀你，總之，你的感情昇華了
——

仰慕不是愛，甚至不是喜歡，當你對一個人只有仰慕之情時，你們在一起便失去了和諧。

有人說愛一個人很累，的確是，因為你想為他承擔，可是愛與喜歡相比最大的魅力就在於，

當你和愛的人在一起時，你的感覺就像回家了！

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苗早在不知不觉中发展——

不要对我太好， 因为人会变得贪心！

不想任何一方受伤；

更害怕会喜欢上你。

只想做回普通的自己，专心往自己喜欢的兴趣发展~

我选择往前看，探视自己的人生；寻找自己的未来，更保护自己原有的心情。

只愿珍惜每一刻，把“后悔”化为乌有~

想持有原来又最普通的自己，而不是失去自我！

那是独一无二的感觉。。。

错觉？无奈？无助？彻底毫无线索！

Rock Me up~ =D

I don't care about the mark,
As i just care about the feeling,
The satisfication of myself,
Learning is a WAY ..
A process...
To grow better in my life.

I can't afford to let myself
LOST in the DARKNESS..
This time, i don't want to regret,
So,i will learn to appreciate as i could.

A chances have given to others..
In order to improve myself,
I need my friends to guide me.=)
and thanks for being my FRIENDS~~

This is the journey of myself,
To be better in a New "year" and "life".

Lets go those things that i should not hold,
and choose the things that i should learn.
Thus, Sorry to say,
"It is time to sets me free"~
No More Pass, but use to look Onwards~
No more "Uncertain Waiting" result but use to create my "NEW" result..

Before..
I always use to follow people from back,
Now..
It is time for me to Move Onward by my own..
I prefer moving than standing from back(hoping people turn behind).

It just spent my time to know what i actual feel..
But now i get it well.. =)

Final is around the corner~~
I would try my best this time..
Make use of the 'stress" and change it into the "gear" that..
Rock Me up of the mountain~

Say YES to myself!!!


p/s:
-Good luck to those who would sit for FINAL, May GOD bless US..;P
-Like is not a Love~
-Thanks to my friends who cheers me up~ I totally miss you all. =)

5th January 2009.. =_+"

Today would be the ..
1st presentation for 2nd SEM(PCA)..
and i totally no mood with it..
Totally less of Confident!!!
After today will still left two presentations
and this coming Thursday will be ECO presentation~~

It is quite suprised for me to know that
All my confident have gone..
Totally gone!!!
and i Hate it.

Can't even remember a small piece of memory,
The time when i full of confident in few years ago.
Don't even remember that times,
When i don't care what others say about me..
But i start to care about what they say me by now(Hate it).. =(
I want myself back..
But i can't find it in any place..

Who can lend me their hand?
To guide me to find myself back!
In order to realize what happens..
I need to find the reality
Before all is late~ =~="

ARH~~~ I been long time didn't speak in English~~
That is why i can't speak fluently and even pronoun it correctly..

Hopefully others won't laugh at me during presentation.. =(
p/s: Thanks to those who try to give support and confident towards me!!
Totally appreciate all of it.


I Need to find myself back, before i can brighten up others life..=)

1st day of a New Year..

I just open a book today,
A book that is blank at all..
A book that will show out it page in everyday pass..
Because i'm the owner of the book.
and it is the 1st day of a New Year for me.. =)

Just because i'm the one who will decide,
What kind of book that will come out by later on,
As i'm going to color it by my own,
With the help from my friends..

I, totally can't survive in this world alone,
That is why i need my friend's help and support,
To make sure myself Keep Move Onwards..

Every decision that my make,
Will totally change my life a lot.
That is why i will think more than 100 times before i make any decision,
Because i don't want suffer and regret of the wrong decision i make.

Sometimes i feel like i'm lost,
I'm blind,
I can't see any hand that will hold me tight!

Sometimes i feel like i'm alone,
But i really not alone,
Because my friends are concern about me for every moments.

I'm doubting about the color inside the book,
What should be the way i write and color it?
Because each time i color it,
I won't able to erase it again.

Human Behaviour..
Always regret when they almost lost somethings important,
The time will never wait for us but use to keep moving on,
With the sound "Tick Tock, Tick Tock"...
It won't stop to wait anyone include me.

That is why..
I have make up a new journey to go on..
and i'm glad,
Someone just make me wake up by this morning.

Say Hello to Everyone,
and Nice To Meet You All..
Start a smile on our face.. =)

Expiry date is 31 Dec 2009,
Manufacturing date is 1st Jan 2010!!!


Sorry if i hurt any of you..
p/s: i always look for the word "FORGIVENESS" from all of you. =)

Totally in sick status.. because i'm lack of water and etc..